
Well basically because I haven’t been depressed!!! Go me! I’ve stopped swimming, been going to the gym a lot instead, been doing well at school, and done some incredible things.
But finally, and probably most importantly of all, realised that that girl who I was chasing is actually a bit of a bitch. We’re still friends because I don’t even want to make people my enemy. But I don’t enjoy her company any more.
And I’ve met this new girl. She is beautiful. And really shy. It’s funny. I got introduced to her because she had no date to go to her ball with, but I don’t understand how she didnt have a date in the first place. She is so beautiful.
But I can’t go to her ball unfortunately, because I’m being flown to Sydney for to take part in leadership camps for a science forum.
But life is just going well at the moment.
I think I might pick this blog back up though.
Optional reading for people who care about my life, and not only my depressing posts:
I haven’t posted anything lately because I have tended not to go onto Tumblr at home a lot recently. This is not because I’m sick of it, it’s because I simply have not had time. I am right in the middle of exams, and the only time I’ve gone on, is during class, where I can not notate a long and involved document detailing every small incident which has managed to thrust itself into my dull, and unimportant life. So here I am, sitting at home, doing it here, because I feel like it has been put off for long enough.
Where it starts to get interesting:
So since my last posts of “I think I may be in love” and shit like that, basically I fell in love with my sisters best friend… For the third time… And every other time, she has basically been like “lolz i like someone else now, bye John” and bails on me. Which makes me depressed, and really sad for basically a whole term. And spawns the majority of my depressing posts. But this time, I think were actually in love. Its cute. And I love her. Today, we were cuddling on my bed, and I was like “will you just be my girlfriend already?” and she simply said “yes, I will”
So now I’m happy that finally, I’m in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, and she likes me back.
So in about one week, after exams, I will probably start posting things again. As a way to fill in time, and make sense of things. :)
tata,
John

Some people are so nice <3 Makes my day :D