Writing On The Wall




Why I haven’t posted anything in…. Ages? 

Well basically because I haven’t been depressed!!! Go me! I’ve stopped swimming, been going to the gym a lot instead, been doing well at school, and done some incredible things.

But finally, and probably most importantly of all, realised that that girl who I was chasing is actually a bit of a bitch. We’re still friends because I don’t even want to make people my enemy. But I don’t enjoy her company any more.

And I’ve met this new girl. She is beautiful. And really shy. It’s funny. I got introduced to her because she had no date to go to her ball with, but I don’t understand how she didnt have a date in the first place. She is so beautiful.

But I can’t go to her ball unfortunately, because I’m being flown to Sydney for to take part in leadership camps for a science forum.

But life is just going well at the moment.

I think I might pick this blog back up though.



Reasons why I haven’t posted anything lately. 

Optional reading for people who care about my life, and not only my depressing posts:

I haven’t posted anything lately because I have tended not to go onto Tumblr at home a lot recently.  This is not because I’m sick of it, it’s because I simply have not had time.  I am right in the middle of exams, and the only time I’ve gone on, is during class, where I can not notate a long and involved document detailing every small incident which has managed to thrust itself into my dull, and unimportant life.  So here I am, sitting at home, doing it here, because I feel like it has been put off for long enough.

Where it starts to get interesting:

So since my last posts of “I think I may be in love” and shit like that, basically I fell in love with my sisters best friend… For the third time…  And every other time, she has basically been like “lolz i like someone else now, bye John” and bails on me.  Which makes me depressed, and really sad for basically a whole term.  And spawns the majority of my depressing posts.  But this time, I think were actually in love. Its cute. And I love her.  Today, we were cuddling on my bed, and I was like “will you just be my girlfriend already?” and she simply said “yes, I will”

So now I’m happy that finally, I’m in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, and she likes me back.

So in about one week, after exams, I will probably start posting things again. As a way to fill in time, and make sense of things. :)

tata,

John



Nov 2nd at 10AM / tagged: i. am. actually. happy. this. is. so. great. i. love. her. / 141 notes




I wish I could tell you who i was, but i think it's more special this way and reading your happy reaction made me happy, so see how we just put a bit of happiness into the world? That's pretty special too. It was a pleasure doing business with you, 16 year old boy who lives in Queensland Australia, stay beautiful! 

Some people are so nice <3 Makes my day :D



Sep 19th at 8PM / tagged: depression. sad. happy. fake. smiles. crying. real. / 37,309 notes


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