Why I haven’t posted anything in…. Ages?
Well basically because I haven’t been depressed!!! Go me! I’ve stopped swimming, been going to the gym a lot instead, been doing well at school, and done some incredible things.
But finally, and probably most importantly of all, realised that that girl who I was chasing is actually a bit of a bitch. We’re still friends because I don’t even want to make people my enemy. But I don’t enjoy her company any more.
And I’ve met this new girl. She is beautiful. And really shy. It’s funny. I got introduced to her because she had no date to go to her ball with, but I don’t understand how she didnt have a date in the first place. She is so beautiful.
But I can’t go to her ball unfortunately, because I’m being flown to Sydney for to take part in leadership camps for a science forum.
But life is just going well at the moment.
I think I might pick this blog back up though.
I hate all these stupid fucking indie ideas about love.
I hate all these indie ideas about love. It makes me sad, and it makes me really angry. All these girls are like: “There is no such thing as teenage love” and “I don’t believe in teenage relationships”.
To Dear (People who have moral like stated above):
You are all cunts who don’t know shit.
You say this, but you’ve had sex, and been in more relationships than me.
Where do you define the line between when you are a teenager and when you aren’t? 19? If you don’t love someone by 20, you probably live under a rock, lets be honest.
And all you do is hurt people who are in love with you, because they’re sensible enough to believe in shit which is real, and all around you, all the time.
Pretty sure I’ve seen in multiple places, statistics saying ‘60% of all people marry someone they have know since they were 16 years of age’. If it wasn’t for teenage love, there is a 60% chance you wouldn’t even be alive.
Bitches, wake up to yourself.
Stop being bitches.
Reasons why I haven’t posted anything lately.
Optional reading for people who care about my life, and not only my depressing posts:
I haven’t posted anything lately because I have tended not to go onto Tumblr at home a lot recently. This is not because I’m sick of it, it’s because I simply have not had time. I am right in the middle of exams, and the only time I’ve gone on, is during class, where I can not notate a long and involved document detailing every small incident which has managed to thrust itself into my dull, and unimportant life. So here I am, sitting at home, doing it here, because I feel like it has been put off for long enough.
Where it starts to get interesting:
So since my last posts of “I think I may be in love” and shit like that, basically I fell in love with my sisters best friend… For the third time… And every other time, she has basically been like “lolz i like someone else now, bye John” and bails on me. Which makes me depressed, and really sad for basically a whole term. And spawns the majority of my depressing posts. But this time, I think were actually in love. Its cute. And I love her. Today, we were cuddling on my bed, and I was like “will you just be my girlfriend already?” and she simply said “yes, I will”
So now I’m happy that finally, I’m in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, and she likes me back.
So in about one week, after exams, I will probably start posting things again. As a way to fill in time, and make sense of things. :)
tata,
John
Themed by john.
